My state of mind (Not responding)

Another successful day rather an effort when I make it to the library. Yes, behind my every library trip...there lies a motivational factor, motivating me enough to drag myself out of the house. And mind you, under no circumstances 'studies' is that factor. Nothing even remotely close to education can motivate me enough...I never even gave IIT entrances and CAT a thought...so you can imagine how concerned am I about education and earning a handsome salary out of it. I like the gyaan people give and have about making it to the IIMs and IIT's...but I dont even classify that gyaan as gyaan...which further proves how useless I am! BUt I respect the people who crack iit and cat entrances and hold high opinions about them (;P I better do or my love life shall suffer)

So ya the library...Every library trip i make, I follow a very strict schedule...certain tasks I stick to doing on time and without fail. Tracing back my thoughts on how special my todays' library odyssey has been so far.... Ok its quite a task finding a place in the library coz' unlike me, people come here to study and since its exam period...the places are usually filled.
After finding a comfortable place somewhere on the ground floor...I

• switch on the laptop and smile when the pop up says "Uniwide now connected"
  
• quickly have a look who is online on gtalk
• first and foremost, open orkut...feel disgusted on not finding any new scraps in last 5-6 hours....check what are the latest updates are and shrug them aside calling orkut crap!
• open facebook... (appear confident to myself that i understand how it works when i know i am as good with it as indian auntyjies with finding alphabet keys on computer keyboards)
• finally, check mails! (as usual none...no one has the time except me obviously)

what happens next is imp.... i go in a "what to do next" mode (I suffer from this condition more than often even when i have exams, 4 assignments to submit and a thesis to write...I fail to see the obvious.."study!")
Then i realise, how people have been talking about sarkaar raj...I hit on a movie download site and am totally glad to find it there....and well, as you would have predicted i download it :) (even getting into the technical details of the errors that pop out once in a while....a day for me consists of 78hrs..and i have time to waste and this just displays that i dont lack determination at all...I am determined to download this movie!)

Back to orkut..damn no new scraps now even! (the same 'damn' that you would associate with not hearing from a prospective employer)

Hear some Chinese here n there once in a while ( ch che che a chehaa chehkla chd chow chow...and even more chchchchchc)

Look at others and observe how well dressed women are and then make a mental note which dress i need to buy next and guys...they wear the best of perfumes (curse myself rather my perfumes for not being good enough)

Yippeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! My movie download is done!

Ok now am hungry.....rush to the food court but before i leave, i spread books and papers on the table just to give an impression that someone is seriously studying here (heheheh..ya right)

Now Food makes me think...lets study for a change (now thats a dangerous feeling..its soooo not me!) and I begin doing my risk assessment on a software...I smile knowing that the software would take ages to generate results and i explain myself how i can further do something worthless... I beam :) (infact an ear to ear smile) on the mere thought.

meanwhile, 2 guys next to me talk..maybe in Arabic..and yeah, i stare at them as if they just disturbed my concentration. and they actually shutup :P lolzzzz

But oh no!! OH SHIT! the software is done evaluating results...it took less rather much less than usual...and now i dont know what!!!!!!!! nothing...zilch

I yawn..look here n there...look at the watch..buzz to my house mate on gtalk, inform her about my achievement of movie download :) (no response).....rotate in my chair....push on the backrest of the chair to see how much can the chair bent backwards....yet no more scraps...play with my pen...peep below the table to see who's shoes did i hit while bending downwards in the chair....think "aaj raat ko kuch accha khana hai"....yawn again...

Well, Windows Akanksha's brain system(Not Responding)

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P.S : Making grammatical mistakes is a hobby i pursue diligently