Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Life - a fast forwarded 'rewind'

To summarize it, currently my life revolves around Newton's first law.

My brain, life, body, soul, existence, identity...everything that has to do with me is at rest and all forces fail to put it into some sort of an action. Its like standing gazing at the world full of activity through a thick glass wall...I can see it clearly, all the colours yet its through a glass, I know there is noise on the other side but numbness of vacuum is all i hear. Feels like I have been tranquilized by the serenity of silence...but does one 'feel' an experience or its just a happening that merely takes place.

Random co-existence of thoughts, juvenile ideas, abortion of ideas to blossom into actions, hybrid mental blockage, significantly developed failures, rapid retardation...life is all but forward.

Am living monotonous procrastination to its fullest.

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