Rare that the shutter of my eyes fluttered that early in the morning...strange that the bio mechanics of my body began work 4-5 hrs prior than its regular office opening hours...and highly unusual that the joint venture of all sorts of energy levels pushed me to even look at the watch at 5.30 am! And i was surprised to find myself smiling - a happy satisfied smile. For the past few months, 'wake ups' at any damn time of the day have been grumpy and sad, reason being - the failure to recognize the purpose of the day: basically nothing to look forward to.
Still in bed I wondered, contemplated for long over what could be the reason for this continued smile. Was it just the dawn dawning upon me or some classified reason which kept on riding the roller coaster of my thoughts again n again. Whatever it maybe, I felt good smiling ... just like that. The kind of smile that made me feel blessed with the shear comfort of my pillow under my head and the warmth of the blanket I was cozily tucked under...I felt pampered by the whole goodness of my bed and felt supported by the strength of the wall next to my bed :)
Maybe this was just an existence of the extraordinary happiness in the midst of my ordinary life...maybe it was just a folly...maybe i never paid attention before...maybe its that virtue of contentment which defies the gravity of the conventional...maybe just a fictitious mental communion...maybe its actually nothing more than just another 'maybe'...
I recall it as my 'magical moment' -without the mountains and the fields and no stars and angels around me...some sort of magic which happened right here on my bed...right next to my alarm clock which has the ultimate potential to end all magical worlds...I smiled a 'smirky' smile again.
P.S : ' I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep...'
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You are blessed! :)
its strange....you know the series Seinfeld...they claim the show is about "nothing"....seemingly....but that "nothing" turns into something ...which goes on for approximately 24 minutes per episodes and went on for 10 seasons....I think you have the same potential...make "something"...out of "nothing"...keep up the vagueness...
Ah.. :)
I love the picture you paint sweetheart, but the reason for the happiness eludes me.
Maybe it is inside you, maybe outside. Maybe next to you in some sense... Maybe thousands of miles away.
And maybe, for someone thousands of miles away, the reason is you...
hey bhagwaaaan!!! yeh tune kya kar diya ladki hamare pyare giddu ke saath!!! accha bhala aadmi tha... uffff!!!
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